friends??

Now a friend is very strange to me.
i really dunno how to find a Intimate friend.
and i dunno how to communicate with my primary and secondary friends.
is it i change already?
or become more worse?
some friends say they is alright with me.
but sometime meet.
they give me the face and avoid me.
really dunno how i can do.

i have a friend.
he teach me.
be myself.
and he say just think people the good side.
i told him how can do it.
he say u can do it.
i hope i can do it.