busy month~~~

last wednesday we all going to start training for the Ruth Yeoh wedding on last saturday.
the second day we go the learn how to set up the table.
the third day i going for YTL resident for take the thing for saturday they want ot use in the tea ceremony.
on the actual day, 9am me and my classmate reach the ritz calton to pick up the foods for the YTL resident.
when we reach there we set up the thing and i have breakfast.
after that we ready at the main door to welcome they to come back.
but they take life to the living room.
they all wearing dress for the ladies, for the gentlment all wearing the coat.
so pretty and handsome.
me and my classmate to serve and cleaning the plate.
i very happy because i can go YTL resident to serve them.
if got chance i want to go again to serve them.
after that in the night i go back to J.W. Marriot to help other classmate to take thing when the wedding in going on.
around 1.30am only we all go back.
very tired and happy can join this wedding.

this month really very busy.
because exam coming.
tomorrow IT final.
after that next week cookoff week.
30/7 is culture presentation.
and more sub haven't know.
what i know is all in this week.
today i had interview for my industry placement.
is awesome!!!

friends??

Now a friend is very strange to me.
i really dunno how to find a Intimate friend.
and i dunno how to communicate with my primary and secondary friends.
is it i change already?
or become more worse?
some friends say they is alright with me.
but sometime meet.
they give me the face and avoid me.
really dunno how i can do.

i have a friend.
he teach me.
be myself.
and he say just think people the good side.
i told him how can do it.
he say u can do it.
i hope i can do it.

happy day~~

today so happy~~

yeah~~

i buy my laptop le~~~

today very tired~~

a bit tired~~

7.30am i go to take bus~~

8.30am reach college~~

today no really jam so reach early~~

then 9am to 11am have class~~

11.30am to 6pm~~

but in between have 1 hour break~~

haiz~~

so stress~~

this friday have exam~~

arhhhhhhhhhhh~~~

long time no write blog already

second semester really stress...
first day Mrs. Kit come in give us stress...
i really suitable this course??
i really scare...

i need to thanks my secondary friends...
help me celebrate my birthday...
although it happen in between...
but i really happy...

and i also want to thanks my college friends...
help me celebrate my birthday with KK in the college...

in fact, what i am???
i really do not know what i need to do...
please don't show me face and treat me like i owe you all...

stress and sad

BOR theory final exam
BOR pratical final exam
BOR report
MORAL final exam
MORAL assignment
BOBS mid-term exam
BOBS assignment
B.COM coaching
BOFS mid-term exam
BOFS final exam
BOFS quiz


all come in same time!!!
so stress!!!
and i know in the assignment i din not do any thing...
im apologize...
me really dunno...
next time i will try my best...


what i can do u only will let me go???
please la!!!
just let me go...
i really very stress...
i really wan die liao..
why u dun wan let me go??
im not a good gf and i didn't love u...
please let me go...

SPM result

11th march i get my SPM result...
so scare on that day...
that day morning, i want to walk to school...
but very lazy...
so i ask yong ping can fetch or not??
he say lion fetch he...
so he say can...
i go yr house fetch u...
yeah~~
no need walk...
when reach school...
i go find my teacher to take my result...
but he no there...
another teacher gave us...
when i get my result...
although got 2A but have 2D too...
so sad...
than i go out with he...
actually i need to go back to meet back my secondary friends at 1u...
but no body can fetch me go back college at 6pm...
so i not go...
i call venus and ask her want to take lunch together...
she say okay...
than we go near my college ate chicken rice...
venus say dun want so fast go college...
than we say go pavilion...
me and venus go only...
we go ate dessert...
she treat me...
thanks venus...
after that we go back college...

friday our class have some argument...
but i think we can solve it...

after class we get our new uniform...
yeah~~
so happy...
after that i go to try...
look very nice(hehe~~ i know i no pretty)
next monday start we wear new uniform...
haha...

feel very annoying

y this kind of the thing happen to me???
y???
i really cant tahan liao!!!
today i really want to cry in accounting class...
what he want me to do??
i dun like it...
y still want to paksa me??
izit this is love me???
if love me please respect me!!!
y want want like tat??
we just split!!!
like this together also no use...
i really very headache!!!!!
what i can do???
say want to solve the problem...
but what i tell u i dun like...
u just say care about me??
u sure u care about me or u paksa me???
everyday say easy easy easy!!!
for u is easy!!!
but u din think about me!!!
please la!!!
i still a human!!!
i think i need to die soon!!!

life for what??

life for what???
for u to scold???
for u to bit??
me is human...
not yr pet...
what also scold...

some people think im his dog??
want me come out than me must come out???
if not he will do something....
me is a human...
please respect me!!!!!!!!
i know me not like other girl...
bcause me not like other girl, u must treat me like that???
i have my own feeling...
not only u have yr own feeling...
me also...
i really cant tahan le...
i really GILA le!!!!!!
really SIAO le!!!!!!
i think no body treat me like human...
they treat me like their pet!!!
TT

no feeling well

when chinese new years...
eat many thing and din drink enough water and no enough sleep...
now headache...
i need to memories many thing...
but i leave at cheras...
haiz...
so tomorrow and sunday need to memories all...
hope i can remember all as well...
tonight also need to late sleep...
so tired...

happy chinese new year and valentine day~~

this year new year not happy...
so fan...
so many thing to think...
i really dunno is my problem or what...
other people look no have any problem...
maybe is my problem...
one of my friend have a boy friend ald...
so happy...
but me not happy...
haiz...
what can i do??

super no mood

this few day i feel very tired and no mood...
i dunno what happen...
sunday night got one people scold me dog...
so angry!!!!
now i feel in college life like very difficult to communicate with other...
i dunno is my problem or what...
and some of people in college dunno is really be yr fren or not...
how i need to study at the place for 2 and the half years???
should i leave this college or continue??
but i dun wan my parents waste the money...
so the answers is cant leave the college...
haiz~~
hope i can do well in this 2 and the half years...

happy day

today is my first time go out with college friend...
we go sing...
and this is the first time i sing hokkien in red box++...
haha~~
so happy~~
after that my dad come to fetch me...
so i dint accompany my friends to buy things...
sorry...
but today really happy can go out with you all...

no mood

i need to say sorry to all my group...

i know i do anything and i din present properly...

sorry...

sorry...

sorry...

sorry...

sorry...

sorry...

sorry...

i know this presentation is important for us...

cause this is the first time we present...

all of us try to do the best presentation...

cause me spoil the group image...

i am very sorry...

first time presentation do like this so embarrassing...

and i know someone of the group is not very happy...

cause the presentation...

i hope someone of the group will forgive us...

now i really dunno...

me really suitables to take this course???

me really can do well in this course???

i really dunno...

i think i will regret soon...

but i cant changes the course...

i think i need to do more hard than my classmate...

cause they all are very very very interest in this course...

somemore thier english is good...

so they easy know what mean...

when they present they very easy to speak...

that is my weakness...

and i cant face it...

some my aunt say our family not a study material...

when i heard sure very sad...

cause me make my family member very embarrassing...

is it my family like that??

i do not like people say that...

but i cant to face my weakness...

i will try my best to do it well...

im not the stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so tired

today no start...
so i need to stay at house do house work...
do until afternoon...
than i online to search some information for the IT class and others...
i so stupid...
english not good...
understanding also not good...
i also dunno what i can do??
expect eat, sleep...
what i can do???
just know scare only...
what also scare...
so useless...
tomorrow i have two presentation...
i think in the two different group i am the useless...
i hope tomorrow Jake and Katie will let me know more about the presentation...
i think i need to do more research and improve my english as fast as i can...

mabuk day

yesterday go take dinner drink a bit wine...
but nothing just very sleepy...
today i drink too many...
for me...
now i pening already...
so unhappy...
so fan...
tuesday have two pesentation to do...
so scare...

so tired

yesterday class is too long and so late...
10.30 start until night...
so boring and so tired...
after that go gathering with my primary friends...
until 11 more only go back...
so late...
now i start feel the stress...
really stress...

no mood

some of my friends is angry me...
is ok...
if u all think do like tat u all happy than is ok...
i wont angry...
yesterday have some work to do...
i scare i cant do it well...
hope my friends can help me...

first class

today is my first class...
but we do not study...
cause we haven get our book...
so Mr. Joe tell us about YTL-ICHM...
and more...
today we need to find french word about f&b...
i hope i can improve in my english and others...
i need to work hard...
i will try to like this course...
i hope i wont regret take this course...

few days in college

first day in college very nervous...
i make some friends at that day...
they are friendly...

second day Mr. Gavin talk some rules...
play some games...

third day Mr. Mahmud give a talk...
than we go to JW Marriot and Rits Calton...
i walk until my leg pain...
but is the good trips for me...
it let me know interested in hospitality...

my college life start tomorrow

yesterday interview make me so embarrassing...
i think i not get it...
tomorrow i start study...
so scare...
how the classmate??
can i adapt all in english??
hope i can do well...

countdown for interview

still left 11 hours...
i need to interview...
so scare...
hope my english do not make me embarrassing...
i hope i can get it...

after spm examination...
i know i less talk to my friends...
in this month i really headache some problem...
i hope my friends do not angry me...

this is the first blog i write

last month in the education fair in midvalley...
i go to see some college for my course...
when the college student ask me...
'how yr trial result?'
at that moment i really dunno how to answer...
so embarrassing...

i wanna start my college life already...
next wed i start my study...
i hope i can do well in this course...