life for what??

life for what???
for u to scold???
for u to bit??
me is human...
not yr pet...
what also scold...

some people think im his dog??
want me come out than me must come out???
if not he will do something....
me is a human...
please respect me!!!!!!!!
i know me not like other girl...
bcause me not like other girl, u must treat me like that???
i have my own feeling...
not only u have yr own feeling...
me also...
i really cant tahan le...
i really GILA le!!!!!!
really SIAO le!!!!!!
i think no body treat me like human...
they treat me like their pet!!!
TT

no feeling well

when chinese new years...
eat many thing and din drink enough water and no enough sleep...
now headache...
i need to memories many thing...
but i leave at cheras...
haiz...
so tomorrow and sunday need to memories all...
hope i can remember all as well...
tonight also need to late sleep...
so tired...

happy chinese new year and valentine day~~

this year new year not happy...
so fan...
so many thing to think...
i really dunno is my problem or what...
other people look no have any problem...
maybe is my problem...
one of my friend have a boy friend ald...
so happy...
but me not happy...
haiz...
what can i do??

super no mood

this few day i feel very tired and no mood...
i dunno what happen...
sunday night got one people scold me dog...
so angry!!!!
now i feel in college life like very difficult to communicate with other...
i dunno is my problem or what...
and some of people in college dunno is really be yr fren or not...
how i need to study at the place for 2 and the half years???
should i leave this college or continue??
but i dun wan my parents waste the money...
so the answers is cant leave the college...
haiz~~
hope i can do well in this 2 and the half years...

happy day

today is my first time go out with college friend...
we go sing...
and this is the first time i sing hokkien in red box++...
haha~~
so happy~~
after that my dad come to fetch me...
so i dint accompany my friends to buy things...
sorry...
but today really happy can go out with you all...

no mood

i need to say sorry to all my group...

i know i do anything and i din present properly...

sorry...

sorry...

sorry...

sorry...

sorry...

sorry...

sorry...

i know this presentation is important for us...

cause this is the first time we present...

all of us try to do the best presentation...

cause me spoil the group image...

i am very sorry...

first time presentation do like this so embarrassing...

and i know someone of the group is not very happy...

cause the presentation...

i hope someone of the group will forgive us...

now i really dunno...

me really suitables to take this course???

me really can do well in this course???

i really dunno...

i think i will regret soon...

but i cant changes the course...

i think i need to do more hard than my classmate...

cause they all are very very very interest in this course...

somemore thier english is good...

so they easy know what mean...

when they present they very easy to speak...

that is my weakness...

and i cant face it...

some my aunt say our family not a study material...

when i heard sure very sad...

cause me make my family member very embarrassing...

is it my family like that??

i do not like people say that...

but i cant to face my weakness...

i will try my best to do it well...

im not the stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so tired

today no start...
so i need to stay at house do house work...
do until afternoon...
than i online to search some information for the IT class and others...
i so stupid...
english not good...
understanding also not good...
i also dunno what i can do??
expect eat, sleep...
what i can do???
just know scare only...
what also scare...
so useless...
tomorrow i have two presentation...
i think in the two different group i am the useless...
i hope tomorrow Jake and Katie will let me know more about the presentation...
i think i need to do more research and improve my english as fast as i can...